Cherish everything

I have so much to say but words are not enough to describe how i feel. Yes, i know how to mask my emotions. Yes, I'd always walk with my bitch face on. But one thing for sure, i do have feelings too. It feels terrible when people say/do things like im nothing. Like hello?????? I have feelings too. Just because i dont say, doesnt mean it doesnt hurt. Just as the quote goes, silence is a girl's loudest cry. Or maybe not. Maybe my silence just means im hungry...... But no my heart is really wrecked, shattered, broken, wrenched, whatever.

This year is already coming to the end. I guess 2014 is just another year, just not my year. Haih my silver lining better be gold for ive been patient for so long!!! This year is just another bad memory. Anyways, it's now jolly good waking up to the fact that i'm no longer a high school student. I've always hated school, until now. For things ive been pressured with, for psycho blabber session, for assholes, for bitches dressed like saints, for weird people, I hate school.