Cherish everything

You love me? You love me not? That's the question that has been lingering in my mind. But the courage to ask, is something I do not have. And the truth is something I'm not ready to know.

The things I would've done right if I had another chance, that's the worst part of our break up. How many nights had I spent waiting for your call with I miss you coming out from your lips . Those same lips that said the break up lines. The call that never came. Don't get me started with how I broke down and the nights my pillows turned into river of tears. The day I told myself wow you're getting better this is good just to drench myself in tears of despair again at night. Don't get me started with how my dad asked "why do you look so sad? If it's because of your broken iPod, we'll get a new one soon". Little did he know, it wasn't the iPod but the heart. How many times had I cringed as Spotify decided to play our song . But never did I skip that song, it reminded me of (what I thought was) a good time. "He's not worth it my dear, you deserve so much more", they said. And I listed every single thing I loved about you. Every tim

I had experienced going for Pharmacy and Medicine interviews. I thought that it would be useful if I shared this. (Both of these were in 2016)  (Pharmacy interview is in previous post) Medicine interview I applied for Medicine through Dana Kecemerlangan UiTM - UNHAS. You'll be sent to UNHAS in Makassar to take up Medicine for five and one-half years. The interview was held in UiTM Shah Alam. We were first gathered in a hall for explanation session. After that, we had to submit our copies of certificates. USD180 had to be paid before we were interviewed by UNHAS panel. The interview was a one-to-one session. Mind you the interviewers were all important people from the faculty and university. The Dean, Rector etc. This interview was like.... other usual interviews. My experience, firstly I had to introduce myself. And then talk about my family background and my education background. Basically, the first few questions were the predictable ones. Why Medicine. Why sho

I had experienced going for Pharmacy and Medicine interviews. I thought that it would be useful if I shared this. (Both of these were in 2016) Pharmacy interview I applied for Pharmacy in UiTM through UPU. The interview was conducted in UiTM Puncak Alam. We were first gathered in a hall where we were given explanation on how the interview would be held. This was also the time for you to ask any question(s). We were then brought to another hall where we had to submit our copies of certificates etc. Done with this, it was the time for interview. A group of 6 would enter the room at a time. However, it was a one-to-one session. There were six stations altogether. Two passive stations where you'd get to rest and four active stations. The active stations would assess/evaluate you communication skill, critical thinking and....... the other two I can't recall sorry. You'd be given a trigger, two minutes to think of your answer and five minutes to talk. The

I kept on forgiving you for things you never apologised for. I kept on creating excuses for you when you just couldn't care less. I looked up to you as a successful figure when you never congratulated me for my achievements. In my mind you were my definition of perfection and I would never be enough. You were dear to me and I felt like I didn't have much to offer. These are my mistakes. This is where I'm wrong. Who am I kidding? Of course I'll never be enough. Because you're not meant for me. I'll never be enough.. for the wrong person.

I'm not really a ring-bracelet-necklace kinda girl. Not because I'm not interested but I guess because I can never save up for those things and even when I do..... I misplace them. Bangles of 3???? Now I only have one. That ring I can't even recall how the engraving looks like, yea I can't even recall where I place it nor can I recall when & where I lost it. Hello even my heart is shattered all over the place!! How can I keep those small-sized things??? ...... but hello I bring my mom everywhere now