A 20-year-old currently taking up Pharmacy. Of life updates and random writings. My ups and downs, my thoughts and nonsense.

January 05, 2018


Aite this will just be a quick post. I'm sitting for my finals and clearly, during finals week I am more inclined to do anything but.... *drumrolls* study.

So recently I developed quite an obsession for small bags. And these are the gems I've been eyeing.

Picture from http://www.trendique-magazine.com/2015/05/another-playsuit.html

Picture from https://www.spottedfashion.com/2017/03/20/gucci-soho-disco-bag-reference-guide/ 
I would've said super matured thing like "I'm gonna work for these!" but that'd be lying. The correct term would be, I would ask for these from my parents which I already know I wouldn't be getting because that Kate Spade bag I asked from 10 years ago? Yeah I still haven't got that one. Kidding. Ok probably half kidding because 11-year-old me probably only knew Girls, Miss Whatever etc. HAHA. But it's true that I haven't got one! Anyway. They are the LV Alma BB and Gucci Soho Disco Bag. I find the LV one very versatile because they'd be good to go for super casual day but also A+ for occassions! But yeah *insert mainstream sentences*..... gotta work for these since my parents ain't sponsoring me. Motivation for exam week. Hehe. But hey, thank God for Mel & Molly from FV!! They have bags quite similar to the ones from Furla, Balenciaga and Givenchy (Idk if this is a good thing or nah because on one side it's downright plagiarism but on the other side broke people i.e. me can get to wear the designs I love.)

Givenchy Nightingale is shook
Furla Metropolis Bolero is shook
Balenciaga Envelope Clutch is shook

January 04, 2018


After months of not updating Blogger.. suddenly it's 2018!
Lol ok but anyway but my only new year resolution is to update this blog more often because it's good having an archive for your own reference. I really want to have something to look back later on. And looking back, a lot happened in 2017 but I didn't have the time (I lied, I had alll the time in the world), energy, (insert more excuses) to do so. But let's just do a quick flashback!
  • I got the worst result ever, literally. I didn't even show my parents the grades but they seem to understand me very well. My dad being the supportive one as always, he only told me to do better next time and to not worry because he too, had failed many times. Was it cool getting bad results? No, it wasn't. But did it bring any lesson? I guess it does. Really a wake-up call for me to realise that undergrad is not like foundation/school where I can relax and still score anyway. Surprise Waji, apparently you're not that smart.
  • My parents let me go on my own vacation with friends! (My followers on Insta and Twitter are prolly tired of this already HAHA) I swear it was the greatest thing ever happened to someone who has quite protective parents. It was only Singapore but getting to go with my closest ones from foundation, and fully sponsored by parents (wkwk), of course this one has to make it on my blog as well. My parents literally made me prepare a whole itinerary and budget! Probably would share the itinerary and budget with yall later. Soooo next, Hong Kong? (winks at parents HAHA)
  • Got to join MDS again! Getting to know new people and contributing even a bit.. (tho most of the time I'm either watching movies or sleeping at Bilik Gerakan), of course it was a highlight as well. I'M SORRY YALLS BUT PLS PICK ME AGAIN THX.
  • My already in-the-drain love life, just became......Idk it's probably in a shithole now. Holy(insert curse words), I found out he cheated on me. Holy(insert more curse words). I hate guys even more now. But I love that I was a lot more matured and not emo, so I just..... left. I didn't attack the girl or anything. I contacted our mutual friends and found out he's been two-three timing girls for quite some time. Pffft. He thinks he can buy me with money and whatnot (prolly the only thing he can offer lol), I'm sorry I can afford my own stuff. Just to clear things up, we never make it together and if I ever tweeted bout any ex, it's not him. Idk him.
  • I stayed outside of college. My parents weren't fond of this idea but after some time, they kind of gave in to me. It was a good experience, learned to pay bills, learned to plan my budget (told my parents I can pay my own elctricity&water bills). It was a good lesson but would I do it again? Idk. 50-50. Lol. Might as well just stay in college.
  • And lastly, towards the end of 2017............. my reckless driving skills shatterred cermin belakang kereta because I hit something and it was a 4wd so cermin yang kena dulu instead of bumper. Shizz. My dad was mad for.... one night. But the next day he said sorry for being mad at me and that I should not worry, thing happened already. God. I just don't appreciate my parents enough aite :(
That sums up my 2017. A lot more actually, but these were the highlights. Well, some others... I went to several nice dining places. Jibby n Co, Greenhouse by Muir, a lot more I can't even recall. I ate sushi other than Sushi King, tried out Ichibanboshi and Sushi Zanmai. Looking forward to more food adventure this year!

May 23, 2017


Today I read something that hurt me deep inside. I knew this would happen. I had been preparing myself for this. It actually happened today. And I wasn't prepared for this. Hurt would be an understatement.

I think you have found somebody else. And it's not wrong of you to do that. You deserve someone else, you should've had somebody else by now.

What happened between us, it hurt me badly. The things I never expected would come from you oh it happened. I would wish bad things to you but I know it wouldn't make me any happier. So I wish you all the good things and I hope good things will happen to me too.