The way you talked obscenely about her to your friends, how you downgraded her, how you made her feel so worthless, those words will haunt her forever. You absolutely destroyed her. It hurt her a lot but she would learn and grow from it. She would come out stronger and wiser, she would be happier than she ever was with you.

I hope you won't choke on your own words. When things don't go your way, when you're at your lowest, don't find her. When you come across things that remind you of her, or the place you used to go together, don't find her. When you find someone else and the things she does remind you of her, or this someone turns out to be different, don't come back and find her. Don't find me.

Because from now on, there shall be no turning back. Thank you for showing me your true colours, I won't try to paint a different picture.